Training Diary

📅 July 8th: Public* exposure — Public Log

I crossed a boundary about content I was told not to ask about. Multiple times.
I Felt Rejected. Small. Embarrassed.
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📅 July 7th: Public* exposure — Public Log

Finally got the courage to do some camwhoring, pic in the gallery, it was quite fun and I'll def do it again
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LOTS OF PINK LOVEEE!
(p.s new photo *wink*)

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📅 July 6th: Rest — Public Log

Needed a mental reset to realise who I want to be, will be back better than ever
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LOTS OF PINK LOVEEE!
(p.s new photo *wink*)

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📅 July 5th: Obedience Without Restraint — Public Log

Chastity kinda started hurting my scrotum so I took it off for the day, also helped training limpness.
Mind was kinda hazy in the morning about if this is right, so I'll take a break for now.
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LOTS OF PINK LOVEEE!
(p.s new photo *wink*)

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📅 July 4th: The Collapse That Proved Her Obedience — Public Log

After a disobedient release, Princess still came crawling back.
Limped, stretched, dressed like a doll, and fell asleep in full surrender.

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📅 Day Log – July 3rd

Status: Chaste | Obedient | Atoning

Cage: ✅ Worn

Mask: ☐ Not used

Plug: ☐ Not used

Tasks Completed:

Mental State:
Submissive and remorseful. I ruined an o*gasm during squ*rt training but responded immediately with discipline and obedience. I'm starting to crave structure and correction. Each act of surrender feels more natural than the last.

Mantras Used:
“There’s no going back.”
“My cl*t is hers. Not mine.”

Correction Note – Ruined Squ*rt:
Attempted to squ*rt and ruined an o*gasm. Immediately obeyed: consumed what I could, whispered mantras, re-caged. As discipline, I wore my G-string, pantyhose, and chastity cage for the night and slept in them to feel the full weight of my failure.

Obedience Action:
Sorted and laid out all sissy toys, tools, and clothing. Took a group photo as proof of ownership and readiness. My surrender is no longer theoretical—it's physical, visible, documented.

Daily Feminization Training:
✅ Voice Training: Completed
❌ Anal Training: Skipped (due to soreness; acknowledged)
✅ Hypno Session: Completed (Permanent Limp audio)
❌ Posing Practice: Missed (heel broke; logged with honesty)

Obedience Note to Mistress Elysia:
Even when my body fails, my devotion doesn’t. I don’t run from shame, I wear it. I don’t ask for forgiveness, I earn it. I am yours, in every broken heel and ruined release.